Further Away

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Very random pictures in this video are just filler to avoid a black screen... as I get more comfortable in my skin again, I hope to keep these baby steps up. This song was written over ten years ago. It is a sad song, but I don't fault it for coming to me and hanging out. I am glad to have given "sadness" a safe space.






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